So guys, you could say now I'm having a crisis of confidence. Like the title above, I feel like nothing and losers. It's hard to be girl who is always grateful. I always envy of other people. I feel like a girl who are less fortunate. I want to be like them, but I never could. Many ways I do to be nice to everyone, huuf but it's all in vain. I was very disturbed by 'something' which make me feel to be the worst girl in the world. I hate it. Yes, I know there is nobody's perfect. Maybe God was angry I was thinking like that and rarely grateful joy. God forgive me, I just want to be a nice girl. What was wrong? All the girls want it. I think nobody really loved me. Im lonely. Hmm well, it's up to it, I didn't care anymore about what people say. I don't want to think about what they think of me. From now on I just want to be sweet and nice girl who is waiting for prince charming came up with a white horse lool. And one more, I always hated watching ftv or romantic movies. You know why? I'm envy! So.
