Sabtu, 14 April 2012

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1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Maybe yes

2. Would you date 18-year-old at the age you are now? No

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Forget

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Doesn’t seem to exist

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? No

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Nighty

8. How often do you listen to music? Sometimes, I prefer to sing

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? No

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? I hope it could be better

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? I want to be social person

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? No

13. Can you drive a stick shift? No

14. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Sometimes, I'll take it as constructive criticism

15. Are you going out of town soon? Not yet for now

16. When was the last time you cried? Two days ago

17. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes, I have

18. If you could change your eye color, would you? Brown

19. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Whatever will I do it based on logic

20. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I don’t know

21. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Oh yes, I love it

22. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No

23. What are you sitting on right now? On the floor

24. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Yes, he does

25. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yes, I does

26. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Mom

27. Do you get a lot of colds? Not yet

28. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? I don’t know. (Fyi, I got undressed to find out where it come from, but there's not written-_-)

29. Does anyone hate you? Idk, I hope no

30. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Big no

31. Do you like watching scary movies? Not really

32. Do you want your tongue pierced? Nooo, its not cool

33. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? Each a year had the impression, I don’t want to delete

34. Did you have a dream last night? I forget what the dream

35. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Yesterday

36. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? No

37. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Maybe

38. Did you have a good day yesterday? So-so

39. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes

40. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? No

41. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes, but I don’t know he really meant it or not :o

42. What’s the best part about school? Friends, blank lesson, recess and holiday

43. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yes, but not too much

44. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Maybe

45. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Sometimes

46. Were you single over the last summer? I don’t know when summer occurs

47. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Slightly different

48. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Answer this question

49. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? No

50. Are you nice to everyone? I tried to be nice to everyone

51. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Maybe

52. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I don’t know

53. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Maybe yes

54. Do you think you like someone? Yes

55. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? No

56. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Both

57. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Yes

58. Do you hate anyone? No, I don’t

59. How’s your heart? So-so

60. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? No

61. Have you ever cried over a guy? Hmm sometimes

62. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Silly ppl

63. Are your toenails painted pink? Only on my thumb hahaha

64. Will your next kiss be a mistake? Huh?

65. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? It looks cute

66. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? When I was child, maybe:$

67. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? X

68. How do you look right now? Sleepy

69. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Not yet

70. Can you commit to one person? If he can commit to me, why not?

71. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? No

72. Have you ever felt replaced? Hmm maybe now I have that feeling

73. Did you wake up cranky? No

74. Are you a jealous person? It depends

75. Are relationships ever worth it? Not yet

76. Anyone you’re giving up on? Yes

77. Currently wanting to see anyone? All my old friends, I miss them so much

78. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Nothing

79. Last person you cried in front of? Not person, always my pillow:$

80. Is there someone you will never forget? My bestfriends

81. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Yes, sometimes

82. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Hug them

83. Are you over your past? I think yes

84. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yesss

85. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? My mom

86. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? I had forgiven him long ago, but we can't together anymore

87. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? What do you mean?

88. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Ummm maybe no

89. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Idk

90. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? No

91. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? Noo, who is he?-_-

92. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Yes but its not good

93. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Yes maybe

94. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? No one

95. Who do you have texts from? Just friends

96. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Disappointed

97. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Mom…Dad….hahaha

98. Who’s in your profile picture with you? My friend

99. Ever kissed under fireworks? No, but…sounds so sweet ya

100. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Nope

On confusion and doubt

After stalking his past. Hmm, now I feel like a stranger who suddenly goes into their lives. Who would have thought that at first I just help treat his pain, give a cheers, until I was attracted on him. Now we're in relationship. I like him but......so many pressure. I can't remove his past. I was already lazy to tried. I get a lot of scorn. Yes, I know I shouldn't listen them. Cause that would make my happiness is my own self, not them. But the world is not just for ourselves, right? Now I'm in a quandary. I also was in doubt. I doubt his love just for me or not. I caught up in it. Puzzled to find a way out. I want to get out. But I don't want to out. Sometimes I feel very comfort with him. But sometimes I don't get along with his life. I dont know what I should do now. Now it's different, not like the beginning of our relationship. It maybe because of me, maybe because of him, or maybe because of them. Its not 'cool' anymore. Further? Let's see.

Kamis, 12 April 2012

Classmates

Blank lesson. Webcaming. Tgif! My lovely classmates looks more beautiful when wearing a veil x♥x♥


Laugh out loud

If the time could be repeated

If the time could be repeated, I won't asked for go back on my mistakes and correct them. I won't. If the time could be repeated, I'll just asked for come back when I haven't had a relationship. Until I find someone who is really worth for me. I'm not looking for perfect guy. At least, worth. But time never be repeated. N e v e r.

Sabtu, 14 Januari 2012

I'm nothing


So guys, you could say now I'm having a crisis of confidence. Like the title above, I feel like nothing and losers. It's hard to be girl who is always grateful. I always envy of other people. I feel like a girl who are less fortunate. I want to be like them, but I never could. Many ways I do to be nice to everyone, huuf but it's all in vain. I was very disturbed by 'something' which make me feel to be the worst girl in the world. I hate it. Yes, I know there is nobody's perfect. Maybe God was angry I was thinking like that and rarely grateful joy. God forgive me, I just want to be a nice girl. What was wrong? All the girls want it. I think nobody really loved me. Im lonely. Hmm well, it's up to it, I didn't care anymore about what people say. I don't want to think about what they think of me. From now on I just want to be sweet and nice girl who is waiting for prince charming came up with a white horse lool. And one more, I always hated watching ftv or romantic movies. You know why? I'm envy! So.

Kamis, 23 Desember 2010

Girls fact!














Wanita menyukai pujian tetapi tidak tahu cara menerima pujian
Musik, puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah hal termudah untuk meluahkan isi hati mereka
Bersikap terlalu serius bisa membuat mereka badmood
Sebuah senyuman pria memberi seribu arti bagi mereka
Mantan pacarnya akan selalu ada di pikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa di hatinya
Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui
Cinta bagi mereka berarti kesetiaan, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa syarat
♥ Air mata adalah senjatanya paling ampuh
♥ Sangat menyukai surprise
Mudah simpatik pada lelaki yang perhatian
Sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang
♥ Tidak ada satu orang pun yang tahu apa yang benar-benar sedang ia rasakan
Rata-rata wanita lebih banyak tertawa dibanding laki-laki
♥ Selalu berkaca setiap menemukan cermin
Senang bertanya pendapat orang lain tentang dirinya
♥ Sulit untuk menyimpan rahasia
♥ Tidak menyukai serangga
Rata-rata mereka ingin tampil berkelompok di depan umum
Tidak pernah tahan untuk tidak menjawab telpon apapun yang sedang mereka lakukan
Merapikan rambut sebelum tidur
♥ Mereka tidak pernah (mau) salah dan meminta maaf adalah tugas laki-laki
Rata-rata wanita tidur lebih lama 1 jam saat malam dari pada laki-laki
Wanita lebih baik indra penciumannya disebabkan tingginya hormon estrogen
Hanya 22% wanita yang mendengkur saat tidur
Wanita rata-rata 153 detik berada di toilet
♥ Wanita secara umum yang lebih menentukan corak dan gaya pakaian yang dipakai
Penelitian di Amerika, wanita menggunakan waktu hampir dua kali lebih banyak untuk berbelanja dibanding lelaki
♥ Merasa sangat nyaman saat dipeluk
Nggak suka pacarnya punya sahabat cewek
Nggak suka diuji kesetiaannya
Benci apabila orang-orang melupakan tanggal-tanggal yang dianggapnya penting
Paling benci digantung hubungannya
♥ Mudah menitihkan air mata
Tidak membuang foto atau barang-barang pemberian mantan
Menangis diam-diam ketika pacarnya menceritakan kenangan dengan mantan pacarnya di telepon
Menyukai film romantis dan komedi
Saat mereka terdiam, jutaan hal sedang ada dipikirannya
Terkadang membeli barang yang akhirnya tidak berguna sama sekali
Menyukai cowok yang wangi dan rapi
♥ Tidak menyukai rayuan omong kosong
Tidak suka memiliki bulu ketiak
♥ Saat sedang sedih lebih memilih mengunci diri di kamar
Mudah percaya terhadap semua hal yang dikatakan cowok yang ia sayang meskipun itu tidak masuk akal seperti "Aku sayang kamu selamanya"
♥ Musik dapat menenangkan hatinya
Bosan apabila tidak ada hal baru yang dilakukannya